jia tsyr

Valentine's day

2012-02-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Valentine's Day.

this is soo sweet.

even i didnt had any sweet dating for valentine's day.

but still, not that bad.

had a chocolate from abby. =)

me n justin were so hungry and finish all in less than 15mins.

it taste niceeee.

thanks darling.

snowflakesssss for valentine's day.

don't like going out on valentine's day because will be seeing couple all around.

dislikeee dislikeee dislikeeee.

suppperrrr.

cabornara pasta @ the humber chef a.k.a road side truck.

thats how i passed my valentine's day.

hopefully can spend some quality time with him next year. =)

chinese new year 2012

2012-02-17T17:21:00.001+08:00

yayyy. finally upload all pictures to blogger.

i'm soo lazy.

so one shot post all pictures about chinese new year cny.

chinese new year ended more than one week.

be patient with this post.

there is 50 pictures.

yayyy *proud*

all taken by my phone =))

here it begins.

happy chinese new year daddy mummy.

love you all.

ang pau from them.

parents will give me angpao at midnight of chinese new year.

then i keep them under pillow.

so that will be wished.

(they told me to do so since i was young)

don't try to go my room during cny. NO WAY!!!

first day of chinese new year.

wear a beach dress which mum bought last chinese new year.

love this dress.

everyone tell me i'm pretty

*i knew ittt *

this little naughty girl take picture with me but cover her face with my lovely phone cover.

2nd day of chinese new year.

went to grand uncle house @ kepala batas.

tradition again.

their family come to popo house on the first day.

we will attend their open house for the next day.

soo means no angpao for today.

already taken =(

collection of cokeee.

there is a lot more.

soo coool.

then we went to see show room after the open house.

can't stop myself from taking picture when i see pretty mirror

(even not pretty i will still take) =P

these are breadsss.

THEY ARE FAKEEE!!!!

can you believe?

spotted this in one of the room.

i like the design.

shall have one next time.

at night,

went out with junnie n leexiang.

soo sooo soooo sorry to junnie.

i didn't check my digi number for a long time.

and i'm not at home.

so she couldn't find me even stay so near to me.

angpao for leexiang because he helped someone took a group picture.

sooo funny.

his DSLR.

finally out of his ROOM.

hahaha, only we know why i say this.

hahaha. don't kill me tan lee xiang.

i know you're kind.

should have take one for junnie too *regret*

3rd day.

ah tung gor gor and pauline jie jie visit us!

yayyy. i miss them.

how could i missed their wedding.

went dinner @ tao, autocity.

cheese baked oyster, justin's fav. =)

wish he were there.

tao bar.

before they leave, we went dimsum.

OMG!!!! me love dimsumm.

i want dimsummm.

the egg tart.

goshhhh...someone bring me to dimsum in kl please.

i want prawn dumpling.

egg tart.

chee cheong fun.

deep fried prawn.

siu mai.

...

.....

.......

.........

.............

i like these people.

miss them.

(except leexiang n junnie)

tingxi, junnie, n chiaying. =))

leexiang sleeping at home.

in the car, chiaying driving.

she loves taking picture in car.

at G-hotel.

love the big big mirror. =))

finally can shop with them.

soo nice.

get junnie a pair of shoes.

flats. =)

chillies.

chicken mushroom soup and salad.

i love their mushroom soup, but not salad.

burger? sandwiches?

as leexiang requested.

show him our standard 1 class photo.

leexiang n tingxi both is my classmate.

monitor since standard one *proud*

hahhaha.

went tutti fruiti.

we always go tutti fruiti.

don't know why.

but we love it.

exchange each other phone to spam their fb n twitter.

hahaha.

the power of smartphone.

the night before i leave penang,

i request to have dinner at gurney drive.

this is my dinner.

penang asam laksa.

penang famous rojak.

tong shui.

lunch @ CRC on the next day.

7th of chinese new year.

everyone's birthday.

traditionally, people will lou shang on that day.

this one is super nice.

even popo say nice.

we barely finish this dish.

but this one we did. =)

the dishes taste AWESOME.

everyone call me n koko jer eat more.

cause leaving tonight.

my dear penang.

but i still coming back the next week =P

there's some reason make me like kl

SNOWFLAKES.

andrea ta bao me this.

yayyy.

snowflakes, snowflakes, snowflakes.

first day of class. justin picked me up @ residence =)

like this phone cover.

working hard on finance while i playing with his phone.

my fav guy. *loveeee*

took during the long break at library.

i just can't stop myself from falling for him.

yayyyy, its time to go back penang again.

ta pao fried noodle from chalk n cheese after my stats quiz.

eat in the bus.

first time sit cab alone.

so scary.

dad brought us to a heritage hotel for lunch.

this place so pretty.

but i lazy, didn't took pictures.

the restaurant.

appetizer. soo soo soooo niceee.

deep fried toufu.

it melts in your mouth.

awwwww, mee want more.

mix vege.

their dishes display is very nice.

after that was busy eating so didnt take any picture.

chinese new year always bring us happiness.

but we will never forget chinese new year took away our beloved gong gong.

my mum always say, this year chinese new year missed so many people.

yeah, last year missed gong gong

this year missed gong gong n aunty.

dear god, please stop bringing any of our family members away.

we loves them.

every year 14th of chinese new year.

we will pray gong gong.

had lunch together.

some of the gong gong favourite dishes are on the table too.

we miss you.

hope you're fine and happy in the another world.

last day of chinese new year.

the day before i leave penang.

yeahh. i won't be back for quite a long time.

will miss the food here.

penang food is AWESOME.

went queensbay for dinner because everywhere else are jam

due to thaipusam n the celebration of chap goh meh.

the lights are pretty. =)

waiting in front of the restaurant.

hungryy hungryyy hungryyyyy.......

DRAGON-i.

for the very first time.

can't believe it right?

popo looking the menu.

please copy some dished and cook for us. =)

xiu long baooo!!!

i had two.

but its not enough.

how much i wish i still can order one more plate.

but too full =(

i want more.

sooo niceeee.

hot n spicy ramen...

yummmmm yuummmmmm.

fried ramen with beef.

the beef so soft.

even me like it =)

five grain rice..

it taste nice..

mixed vege?

deliciousssss.....

sooo nice this meal.

chinese new year decoration.

had j.co before we left.

mum likes j.co than others.
WEIRDOOOO.

story ends.

chinese new year ends.

no more holiday until the sem ends.

sadd...

i miss penang.

note to myself.

2012-02-12T01:30:00.001+08:00

怎么去爱一个男人、请仔细看下去! ♡

年轻时，我们不懂爱。我们以为不许他抽烟，是为了不让他得肺癌；不许他喝酒，是为了保护他的肝；不许他看通宵，不许他上网，是为了保证他的睡眠；不许他和朋友打牌、上馆子，是为了不让他荒废事业，一事无成-
爱他，我们就要给他一定的空间。我们不能因为爱，就剥夺了他的爱好和自由。男人抽烟喝酒，就像女人逛街穿衣一样，那是一种由衷的快乐。没有了它，男人就少了太多的快乐。所以，如果不是嗜烟酗酒，如果不至于影响健康，那么，抽烟的时候帮他点火，喝酒的时候陪他来两杯吧！也许你会发现，他的快乐其实就是你的快乐-
男人喜欢什么，陪他就好了，窝在他的怀里，看他笑，看他狂，看他丧气，你只要陪着他就好，不要抱怨，也许当时他把你忘了，以至于你睡着了，他都不知道，但是，当他忙完时，他一定会温柔地抱起你。男人爱上网，你就让他上吧，有些时候，男人可以在网中找到成就感，找到英雄感，人总要有点精神寄托的。男人当然更是少不了朋友的，只要他不是夜夜笙萧，偶尔和朋友聚聚，你该为他高兴。一个有朋友的人，他才不会孤独，不会偏执。不要嫉妒他的朋友，不要说你没有他的朋友重要，一个人的一生中，除了爱情，亲情，他还需要友情的-
拥有时，我们不懂爱，易把亲近当疏远。我们会发现，我们爱的那个男人对谁都好。他在车上可以和陌生人亲切的交谈；他看见有老人会热心地让座；他在路上跟每一个熟悉的人打招呼；在外面他似乎事事周全，可是，唯有对我们，他是那样的容易忽略。他会忘了你的生日，他会忘了陪你逛街，甚至放假后，他倒头就睡，他竟然都不陪你说话。你很疑惑，为什么，为什么这个男人他对谁都好，唯独对我毫不重视？他陪朋友可以聊到深夜，为什么面对我竟无话可说，为什么让他陪我看电视，他就说累了要睡觉？亲爱的，千万不要这样想，他对谁都好，对谁都周全，那是因为他和他们有距离。男人是很虚荣的，他要面子，他也要应酬。而你，你是他的爱人，在他眼里，你就是自己人，他无须在你面前活得那样累。所以，你要明白一点，男人对你忽略，其实，正是把你当作自己一样的看待。所以，不要抱怨他忽略你，记住，只要他能在和别人亲切交谈的时候紧握着你的手，在晚上睡觉的时候紧抱着你的身躯，那么，你就无须自己折磨自己。你要相信，他爱你就像爱自己-
拥有时，我们不懂爱，易把任性当撒娇。爱一个人就有权利霸道地说：“不要穿那件衣服，难看死了。穿这件，这是我新给你买的。”张晓风在《一个女人的爱情观》里如是说。其实，很多女人在她们的男人面前都是这样霸道任性的。我们以为爱他，就有权利要他这样，不要他那样。我们以为爱他，就可以翻看他的口袋，看他的聊天记录，检查他的邮箱。我们以为爱他，当然就可以在他面前毫无隐瞒的发泄我们的情绪-
我们可以霸道，可以任性，只要我们的霸道能让他体会到我们的依赖，只要我们的任性能够让他开心，那么所有的情绪都是可爱的撒娇：在寂静的夜里，你蹭在他的怀里，不肯去睡是撒娇；走累的时候，你说走不动了要他背你，是撒娇；在他生气的时候，你摇摇他的胳膊，亲亲他的脸蛋是撒娇。总之，撒娇是爱情的调味品，是亲昵爱恋的自然流露，撒娇绝不是吵架的导火线。当我们的撒娇变成了一种执拗，当我们的任性变得不讲道理，当我们的爱恋变成了不信任。亲爱的，爱情将和我们渐行渐远-
拥有时，我们不懂爱，易把怀疑当调侃-
我们爱他，真的，这种爱甚至可以深入骨髓。我们以为世界上只有这个男人最好，我们以为我们爱的男人，别的女人也一定喜欢。于是，我们把他含在口里怕化了，捧在手里怕碎了。我们不知道该怎样珍惜才好，我们变得患得患失，神经紧张-
因为爱他，所以，我们害怕失去。我们惟恐一不小心，他就被哪个女人给拐跑了。于是，我们开始失去自我，我们开始敏感多疑-
爱他，我们就要相信他。只有你相信他，你才能更加幸福。因为你感觉到了幸福，你才会更爱他，而他也将更加爱你。而怀疑一旦植入你的心中，你的爱便在一点点消失。因为，你总把他往坏里想，自然，心理暗示着自己一天天远离他。你在痛苦中煎熬，你伤害着自己，也伤害着爱人。爱不是占有，爱是宽容宽厚是通达是理解

Step 1 to be a good housewife

2012-02-04T00:08:00.001+08:00

Staying in residence make my cooking skills drop.

Really no chance to practice.

Even go back penang also lazy.to cook.

And I got this problem, I can't really cook proper chinese dishes.

So, to prepare myself as a good housewife, borrowed this book from popo.

Cutiieee

2012-02-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

Parents got me this. Just a free gift. But it is so cutee. It matches well with my red sexy pc. Love all my mouses.

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shakeyyy shakeeyy

2012-02-02T02:40:00.001+08:00

Like this picture. made by my phone. Yayyy

federal day

2012-02-01T18:32:00.005+08:00

first time celebrate kl federal day.

yayy, another holiday =)

nothing special, just holiday.

a break for this stressful sem.

had a great brunchh =))

i dont know what this thing call. pizza?

french toast with banana.
justin's fav.
it is special =)

french toast with pear.

it taste nicee. =))

but not the creamm.

first time try cooked pear. =)))

aunty promise to cook for me, but never cook =(

happy chinese new year.

message from god.

2012-01-31T20:35:00.002+08:00

many things couldn't be explained.

i believe in god, he has the power who can manipulate things.

last night with Tian Kong Dan ( which is the birth of a god),

and i know something which i want to know for a long time.

finally, i get the answer, but the answer really.....(speechless)

whole day the issue couldn't off from my mind.

and i told him i'm upset.

unexpectedly, i get something which i really treasure.

thanks darling, i love you.

it is really touching even it might seems nothing to everyone.

i appreciate it a lot.

on this day, god let me realised you are always beside me.

and let me ends my January well.

hope it is a good start and things will be good.

the truth meets love

2012-01-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

being with Justin is not my first relationship.
previously, i have been through some harsh relationship.
and i'm just a failure on let going.
so all the time, i will choose to run away.
but i know who am i loving now.

i used to love a guy so much.
but ended up with something really sad.
i use different ways to forget him, it is really hard.
and i failed because my best-ed friend together with him while i'm a hard time on recovering.
i couldn't accept and forgive what had happen.
this is more than i can take.

and again, when i'm in a new relationship,
i know something that hurts me.
after 2 and half year.
finally i know the truth. ( which i hope isn't lie)
i wasted so long time....
i hate myself.
i hate him.
waste my time and broke my heart with this reason.
yet do something which is really harsh to me.
i have given so many chances, but never appreciate.
heart broken again and again.
do you actually know what is love?
what a relationship mean?

Belated Christmas Post

2012-01-19T00:48:00.001+08:00

since when we're getting close.

me, chiaying, junnie, leexiang, tingxi

yayyy. for no reason.

so fuuun.

likee them.

not only them. my othersss lovely friends from pcghs, primary school, n HELP =)

manage to count down xmas with them,

nothing special. but just like them.

snoopy sooo cute.

like the picture with chiaying. =))

finally one picture i really like.

leexiang suddenly appear when we taking picture.

to make sure he's in the picture then leave us again.

yeahh, this is very COMMON.

DITCHER KING!

like this picture

3 of us look nice

my best friendss.

just because of this picture is with emmanuel

so chiaying need to edit and add effect.

group picture with the tiny xmas tree which ting xi cover most of it.

leexiang: from picturee, u'ree NOT short. =)))

waiting for the next outing.

with JUNNIE =)))

new hair style

2012-01-05T15:52:00.001+08:00

i lost my hairginity...

get myself a new hairstyle for 2012.

and something i really proud with iss---

someone actually say its niceeeee.

look pretty.

how long since i get the last compliment.

真的好想你

2012-01-05T15:47:00.001+08:00

你知道么？我真的好想你。

不敢打扰你

自己心也碎了……

自己真的是个麻烦精么？

难道就这点事让它影响了我们？

真的好讨厌好讨厌……

你好像嫌弃我了……

hate to the max!

2011-12-30T01:50:00.001+08:00

hate this feeling.

being choose to give up.

now i know how important am i.

why my words don't have power?!
why i always being sorry?

sorry no cure!

i hate being turn down.

why break your promise?!

penang trip

2011-12-28T02:58:00.000+08:00

steffi, justin, joshua, joanne, wainam, sokyin and eddryll visit penang.

yayyy.

finally, i can bring justin to where i grow up.

hope he like this place.

at bus station.

waiting eddryll's uncle and my dad.

went to beach.

we alll love sea. love beach. love water.

Mr Justin Yap Han Loong. =))

my fav. guy.

sooo sweeet. =))

waooo. the sky.

beautiful

this little boy.

so enjoy.

went straits quay.

xmas decoration.

thanks emmanuel for the picture =))

this guy seldom be photographer. *proud*

with beloved justin.

love this pictureeee. *in love*

the next day, we had a city tour. =))

like this picture.

posing suggested by wainam.

soo cute.

without justin.

eddryll n joshua like so not in the picture.

found m'sia. =))

throwing coins wishing for luck.

like thispicture if there aren't any background people.

i loook skinny in the picture *perasan-ing*

with justin, han loong. =))

see butterworth.

nice sky again.

picture with francis light.

this two people.

they can play with everything.

didnt dare to go in.

the prisoner.

hahahaa...

this picture damn epic.

GOOOO!!!!!!!!!

you jump, i jump. *romanticccc*

penang flag in the sky. *proud*

=)))

don't cry joshua.

what happen is happen.

RIP.

hahahahhahaa. =)))

after that, we had laksa @ air itam market.

then heading to PENANG HILL

student ID of help.

be proud to be part of help.

thats how i meet U =))

entrancee.

with the student id.

we can get cheaper rate.

but child ticket.

the new cable car. =))

penang vieww =))

the first cable car.

this guy want to steal the pearl.

the pearl of oriental - penang.

singing.

group picture with night view.

blocked away most of the view.

with justin. *me look ugly*

last day, we had dimsum for breakfast *fav.*

then go kek lok si.

trying to hang as high as possible.

may my wish come true.

the monkey.

we alll.

the last group picture with god of mercy- guan yin.

like this picture.

jiatsyr, the photographer. =))

pensss

2011-12-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

3 days before my finals.

i got totally NO PEN!!!

it really shocked me which i do remember i have penss.

justin n his mum were so niceeee.

get me sooo many pens.

thankssss.

love them.

so happy to see penssss.

pavillion day

2011-12-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

9th dec 2011

so long never been to pavillion.

went pavillion with whole bunch of people.

edd., andrea, sok, steffi, joshua, wainam, samantha. and the photographer SHOOK WAI =)

so jealous, the lovely couple *eyes red*

joshua's eye shadow by andrea. =))

loveee them.

taiwanese snowflakes.

gonna bring my family n justin pay a visit there. =))))

again, lamp post.

with sok, andrea and samantha =))))

had a nicee day with them.

first hang out with steffi, and wainam.

didnt manage to get anything.

andrea stopped me from buying everything =((

no christmas sticky on sale. out of stock.

post exam 1

2011-12-27T17:25:00.001+08:00

most of our friends still having exam.

have nothing to do thursday.

collect my parcel from the residence office.

yayy.

one big box of clothes.

stoning whole day @ the school.

LIFELESS ME.

watch this movie @ tropicana city mall the day after exam.

had a hang out with andrea, sangita, samantha n kimberly.

have to hang out with sangita because she is leaving to s'pore on the next day.

this movie is SO TOUCHING.

LOVE IS POWERFULL.

we also had our fav. pasta @ vivo.

me, andrea n sang's fav.

we love the mushroom creammy pasta.

justin tooo. ♥

get myself a spaghetti stripes.

bright orange.

so bright.

love it.

also had supper with sok, abby, rujen, julian, andrea n samantha.

had pasta again.

yayyy.

actually had a hard time,

thanks to my friends.

updates

2011-12-27T16:55:00.001+08:00

have been quite a long time didnt update my blog.
laziness. and busy. (a bit)
had a great time with my friends and family.
now, holliday is gonna end.
due to my camera spoiled.
no pictures taken for these days.
a bit discourage for me update blog.

welcome holiday

2011-12-07T18:37:00.001+08:00

the first thing to do after exam.

change wallpaper to kim hyun joong.

he takinnggg a presentt.

for jiatsyrrr =)

blog

2011-11-30T19:45:00.001+08:00

edd just told me he read my blog.

and the most awkward moment is he tells everyone the content.

which i feel so embarrass.

somemore the whole face is blushing dy.

actually i do this too,

read people's blog silently...

but i didn't say it in front of the person.

reading people's blog is fun.

know ur friend better. =)

december is coming

2011-11-30T19:33:00.001+08:00

again, SO FAST.

last month of the year.

my 2011 is ending.

it is a interesting year.

god let me meet these people.

god brings me far from my family.

god also gives me U.

best part of the year.

sem break is coming soon.

have no plan yet.

i don't even know when i can go back.

going back means separating with you.

*dislike*

things might change. i don't want this happen.

dear december,this awesome month.

give me good result for finals n presentations.

give me a good sem break.

give me recharge myself.

please, don't go.

2011-11-30T19:27:00.001+08:00

sem 2 is ending.

very very soon.

it is just tomorrow.

after that, bye to lecturers.

i like them. everyone.

finals is coming.

not yet prepare, stil 2 presentation tomorrow.

bless me please.

i need more time.

to study.

to prepare.

to rest.

to see u guys.

what else will change after tomorrow?

what will be different after this sem.

again, dislike the feeling.

cts partner sucks

2011-11-30T19:11:00.001+08:00

i don't understand myself why pay so much attention to him.

i'm so dislike him.

procrastinate king. words twister king.

i'm already shame of myself being so procrastinate for my work.

he even worst.

and the stupid american ego ( Yap, 2011)

irresponsible, didn't finish also inform me la.

and BIG LIER!!!

he does affects my emotion a lot.

i do admit that i can't control my emotions well.

sorry for being like this. - not to him.

group projects also taught me in communication.

how to communicate with weirdooo.

every message need to think before send me.

and also make me aware that use brain when replying msg.

seriously, i hate you!

tomorrow is presentation day.

god bless me.

meeting her/him

2011-11-23T18:31:00.001+08:00

someone asked me before,

why there is so so so many people around the world,

but why i can meet them?

become friends.

why over all the places around the world,

i was born here, to know all of you.

this is fate.

while i meet so many people everyday,

he is the one who will be with me.

there might have people who like you,

there might also have people who you like,

but why, he is the one,

the ONLY ONE who love you and you love him at the same time.

if you ever think deeply, aren't it amazing?

why among everyone, he is the one?

is not easy to have two person who have same feeling toward each other at the same time,

this call love.

he might not the best guy you meet.

but he is the guy you love most.

if you think you ever meet someone like this,

never give up.

stand on where you are.

love him. or her.

not everyone deserve you.

not everyone can have your love.

not everyone can hold your hands.

not everyone can be the reason you smile.

good luck in finding your one.

relationship

2011-11-23T18:09:00.001+08:00

were talking about relationship with a friend.

and she actually tell me she no longer have the feeling towards him anyone.

it is quite sad.

i know she doesn't mean to hurt him.

and he loves her a lot.

but she feels stress, she couldn't give him what he wants.

the more he demands from her, the more she want to leave.

when you really love someone and in a relationship,

it is automatically that you'll ask from your partner.

but the amount of demand and supply have to be same.

both of them need to have a same foot step.

same direction, not too fast, not too slow.

while one is leaving their line.

strong love requires them to be together again.

love actually the main power of a relationship.

when love no longer there...

all the reasons for leaving is just a way/title to leave.

while why there are so many couples who facing more problem than them manage to sustain?

the power of love, it pull two different people together.

think carefully before you start a relationship,

choose the person you feel is the best,

hold his/her's hand tight,

love him/her with all your heart,

there is no dead end in the world.

爱你所选，选你所爱

college love.

2011-11-22T22:14:00.001+08:00

looking on people couple, break up in college a lot.

myself actually fear of be in a relationship.

but there is someone that i can't say no to him.

he is just so powerful.

i can just smile for a little thing he did to me.

how amazing he is.

*gonna stop and back to the topic, or else won't end*

=P i'm just so in love with him.

seeing people starting from friends, close friends, together.

we all humans, can't stop ourselves from judging

and predicting how long they can go.

but sincerely from my heart,

i wish every couple i know can sustain as long as possible.

relationship in college is so normal.

but who can really prove the true love?

looking people breaking off,

reminds me how sweet they were.

how much confident i used have on them,

how i wished them can be together forever.

but it still comes to the end.

so sad and upset for them.

at the same time,

have been thinking what happen if this happens on us.

i tried to figure the image in my mind.

but nothing comes out.

just knew i can't take it.

something bad about myself is when i get into a relationship,

i put it above everything.

i will be so go into it.

nothing can be more important.

but a fact is when u get into a relationship,

even u have to prepare any possibility of you both end up broke off.

but don't ever list it in your option,

just go on get anyway to sustain the relationship.

i use to be so fragile and wanted to just quit.

i'm so stupid.

i love this guy, why must i leave him?

what i need is faith and your love to go on.

爱，越纯越好

JUst a reminder

2011-11-22T22:09:00.001+08:00

a song which i will listen again and again when i'm sad.

if not enough, still sad.

i will google the lyrics to read again and again.

to remind myself.

but usually when i listen or read i will be cry non stop.

why it is so special?

a song from justin.

it gives me confident to continue.

gives me motivation.

stay strong =)

you and me. *in lovee*

when sem gonna end

2011-11-22T21:43:00.001+08:00

we are now lack of time.

wish time can go slower.

please don't go so fast.

super stress these period.

3 quizzes settled last week.

now working on presentations.

presentation is not only about your slides and points,

it is also the way you present your points,

i'm really weak in it.

have it to score very well for it.

finals around the corner.

again, yet so many things which stop me from studying.

all subjects seem tough for me

even account.

pleasssse, my only hope for HD for my whole foundation.

pleasee don't ruin up my HD. I WANT YOU!

by time passing, i also knew that this sem is going to come to an end.

my classmates, lectures. i like them.

and my best classmate for the 4 subjects.

what's gonna happen for the next sem?

sem break will change a lot of things.

i'm fear of changes.

some little thing touches my heart

2011-11-20T23:26:00.001+08:00

a little present from justin.

sooo sweet.

don't willing to eat.

i don't want to spoil it.

but my poor justin didnt know there is a card for him to write msg.

thanks for the chocolate rose.

2nd flower for me.

yayyy =))

love you.

gonna stare at both corsage and chocolate rose when i'm sad.

some small little thing mean a lot to me.

You Are the Apple in My Eye

2011-11-17T21:46:00.001+08:00

want to watch this movie so badly.

friends have been posting pictures and songs about this movie for quite a long time on facebook.

but i'm really busy and don't have time to watch it.

dear cinema, pleassseee on sceen until i finish my finals.

everyone said this is a movie which we can't afford to miss.

btw, it is rated as 18sx.

i have no idea why.

stupiddd.

before and after

2011-11-17T20:03:00.001+08:00

taken on 11th june 20111.

found a single picture of me n justin taken long time ago.

just realised how much we change.

time fliesss.

leadership camp in our first sem.

thats what bring us closer.

start to know how playful justin is.

too bad couldn't have same team/group with him.

but still, having same table for meals.

one of the nice people who lighten up my leadership camp.

at that moment i never thought that he is the one.

still do a stupid thing to help him. *secret*

and he only told me one week after the camp.

we were playing and joking like friends.

but except the playfulness, i actually found him interesting.

one more thing, the guy who playing with my camera and took blur pictures.

don't know why,

i feel comfortable to be with him.

i really didn't think of anything else. really.

me swear.

what about justin?

taken on 11th nov 2011.

5 months later.

who knows this going to happen.

be my prom date on my first prom.

get ' Best Couple' on that night.

and we have been go through a lot.

smile. tears.

nothing missed.

but still, the love still there.

now, justin is mine.

officially...erm, since long time ago.

nobody can steal him from me.

my hottt hottt justin.

thanks justin let me be your one.

again, thank god let me be here for justin.

please let us stay strong.

sangita birthday

2011-11-15T00:51:00.001+08:00

having breakfast in ali maju with sangita with friends.

andrea. justin. mas. fiona. kimberly. yasmine. abgail chee. su yin. wai nam.

bought her secret receipi

sang sang with her smuf from andrea.

we had lunch at vivo. tropicana city mall.

with joshua, abby, kimberly, andrea and sangita.

mushroom soup.

garden salad....

yayyy. look nice.

abby added chili flakes.

chicken lagsania!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! this is awesome.

i miss lagsania.

soo soooo sooooo soooooo nice.

our favourite dish in vivo.

mushroom creamy spaghetti.

its vegetarian.

three of us took this.

added lots cheese.

chicken pizza for kimberly....

kentt tan

2011-11-15T00:32:00.001+08:00

another friend is legal today.

KENT TAN

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!!!

this guy iss funny.

talk stupiddd jokess all the time.

again, intermediate english classmate.

sorry for being so intimate in this picture.

me - him = nothing.

prom night.

dress so smart that night.

really very nice ler.

like i never seen kent dress like this before. =)

is nice to have a friend like you.

share those quotes with me when i really upset.

which people around me all english educated.

happpy birthday

2011-11-14T00:12:00.001+08:00

14th of nov.

i like every 14th of every month.

again. someone's birthday =)))

SANGITA...

this girl really crazyyy.

do alll crazy things all the time.

butt clever girl.

get a good result without study.

one thing isss BAD INFLUENCE....

hahahhaaaa.....

and her wordsss har,

so thornnn.

stilll, nicee peple =)

only picture with her for 1st sem.

although i look ugly.

prom night.

thanks for the hair-do and everything.

and seriously, thanks for everythinggg.

classmate for both intermediate and advance englishhh.

loveeee her loadssss.

prom ends

2011-11-13T12:35:00.001+08:00

prom started with loads of pictures.

and also ended beautifully

not only the gift which everyone get.

i also bring these two teddy back.

they are so soft, make me non-stop hugging them.

i know that all these are from my friends.

just want us to be happy. and cheer me up.

especially sangitaaaa.

the most happy thing isn't what i bring back,

is how much these people love me.

thanks people who be here for me and support me.

i have to stay strong on my relationship.

don't ever say give up.

really really need a strong faith.

as long as the love is there,

try everything to make up the situation.

i really don't know i can make it or not.

but trying hard, things better go well.

and also, this represent whole HMC knows that we're couple.

good thing or bad thing?

no idea, not plan to be that open,

but since i choose him as my boyfriend and i'm glad with it,

letting people know isn't a issue right?

found this very interesting.

JUSTIN YAP.

sew on his suits.

by the way, his suits is custom made...

look so nice on him.

picture credited to fiona.

super super super like this picture.

first dance ever in my life,

with you...

never forget the scene.

does he feel the same as me?

this night brings a lot of memories to me.

i will never forget.

but the night, 11.11.11 is just a fairy tales.

it last one night.

thanks to god for giving me this awesome night.

again, pray to god which i want a stable relationship.

lastly, thanks everyone for brings me these memories.

justin, friends, and also the committee who held this event.

prom night

2011-11-13T00:54:00.001+08:00

prom night is startttt.

pictureeesssss NOW!!!

took a picture while waiting for others to come down.

with kimberlyyy =)

girls before enter the ballroom.

while we still look nice.

theseee guy, all nice peopleeee.

including justin? hmmm....

with fiona, kimberly and joshua.

mr joshua looks weird in this picture.

edd with justin.

goshhh, justin look sooo BIG in this picture.

this picture is pretty.

kimberly and fiona.

shannie, kent and kimbely. =)

Kent tan.

he is nice (sometimes)

cts group K with ms Helena.

nice lecturer.

penang people are nice.

Hasty Generalisation. =P

with sok yin, my dear roomate.

likeeee this picture.

but can't really see her fav prom dress.

wainammm.

at last you come.

style his hair somemore.

wainam, sok and us.

look niceee =))

guysssss.

they don't let me join the photo.

SO MEAN!!!!

niceee =)))

love rose petals...

with edd.

wearing sameeee colourrr.

must take pictureee. =))

masssss.

what he trying to post?

this weird guy.

the ballrooom.

with jinxianggg =)

the little cuteeee ribbon.

make me feel like untie it so badly.

fyi, only the ribbon, nothing else.

with andrea and sok....

missing abby.

justin and andreaaaa.

look niceee =)

love this picture seriously.

with andreaaa.

julian theeee.

wear bow, looks nice and different =)

this guy.

sit like a boss, post like a boss.

somemore blocking the view while girls are taking picture.

but this picture is nice with him.

with sangita and affiah.

LOVE HER DRESSS...

she got nice body to wear this.

kimberly join uss. =)))

this super big and bright SPOT LIGHT.

purposely want to stand in the middle of me and justin.

or i'm the one spoiling the picture?

kasin and pearl.

they are pretty.

loveee kasin's outfit.

so into the theme -- vanity fair.

justin's turn.

look so not match standing beside them.

they're pretty.

with shan-niee. =)

so prettty, why am i closee my eyes =(

shan-nie looks pretty.

there's a big difference between justin and shan-nie.

so big and so tiny.

rujen....

another pretty girl.

like her earing and the purple dress.

only she can wear it that nice. ( no tummy and skinny)

yasmineee.

her silver dress is aweomseee.

but this guy beside harr, no face expression.

still look handsome darling.

like this pictureeeee.

cheng, justin and imran..

andrea with ms Helena.

both are pretty tonight.

added mee.

with justin who not forcing at the camera.

booklet of the night.

its nice but the font is hard to read.

consider failureee?

little gift. nice

fiona is on the stageee.

yayyyy. love her dance.

our tableeee.

goshhh, this is soooo sooo sooo weird.

how can we get this award?

BEST COUPLE?!?!

but its still something niceee.

thanks to thosee who love mee so much, they know who they are.

i know its just to cheer me up.

stupid eyes of mine.

spoiled the picture.

the pretty prom queeen.

LUYI.

she iss really really PRETTY!

mas with his prom outfit advisor, sok.

he looks good tonight, sok's effort.

with justin and this two little cute bear.

they're so softtt.

andrea so mean,

show herself without the heels.

PARTY START!

the lovely couple.

can feel how much ms helena love the husband.

after seeing her, make me have strong faith in marriage.

loving someone is easy, but is hard to sustain a long term relationship full with love.

party in the houseee.

thesee people are awesome.

corsage

2011-11-13T00:06:00.001+08:00

was really really surprise when he suddenly wear this on my hand.
know that girls will usually wear corsage for prom.
and also know that there are some friends who getting corsage.
but i never expect that he will bring me this.
maybe my mind were thinking some other thing.
and really really really busy on dressing up myself and others.
is this means that you're announcing i'm yours?
really really thanks for getting me this, love you.

and this is my very first time receive flower in my life.
its from my dear justin on 11.11.11 which is my first prom.
thanks for everything you did.

preparation to prom

2011-11-12T23:57:00.001+08:00

1st thing to do when get into the room

hang their own dresses.

there are more coming soon. dresses with heelss.

thats what girls' needs.

sleep to save energy for prom.

gonna dance hard the night.

cosmetics all aroundddd.

thats girlssss.

kent tannn.

trying to hide his pimples.

they look cute togetherrr =))

for your information,

this basically is a curler and a straightener.

a playful little boy got nothing else to play with while girls are getting ready.

they look smart and niceeee =)

sunset.

first sunset i see in kl.

the sun is really red-orangeish...

so pretty.

it brings a signal that the night will be as beautiful as the sunset?

pre-prom 11.11.11

2011-11-11T00:49:00.001+08:00

prom is at one of the most significant day in this century.

such a special day for my every first prom in my life.

with my beloved and friendss who i love so much.

is nice to have all those people with me on this day.

do a lot of shopping with friends and justin.

is kind of tired but nice.

preparation for prom is so much unexpected.

realised i know nothing about dressing up myself.

maybe i should have learn it up.

less than 24hours to prom yet i couldn't decide what to wear for prom.

and how should i do my hair and makeup.

~~failure girl.~~

one thing i decided is which heels to wear for prom =)

11.11.11 is really a special day.

1 girl 1 heart 1 love 1 lifetime 1 bond 1 commitment !

wish everyone enjoys their special day.

for single, 111111 represent you can stay single happily.

hopefully at this special day will meet/ find the partner of your life.

for couples. 11.11.11 represent you come in pairs with your partner.

you and your partner is always together and side by side.

come back to prom night, as i said i'm going with awesome people,

but i still not that excited.

this is the problem.

but as what andrea said: since we spent so much money, time and energy.

have to really enjoy it to make these worth.

i hope that i can really enjoy tonight.

not only fun but also spend the special moment with the one i love really much.

my first prom, first prom date, and the partner for my life.

god let me have the chance to be with him on this day,

it means he really means a lot to me, and very important.

wish how i look like tonight will impress you tonight.

i don't need to be the prettiest girl in the ballroom,

but i want to be the prettiest girl in your eyes

to catch all your attention of night, and your whole life.

I LOVE YOU with all my heart.

yay. jogoyaaa

2011-11-02T16:37:00.001+08:00

went jogoya last saturday.

was a promotion which buy one free one.

with justin. ♥

this egg look nice.

oystersss

justin's fav.

salmon sashimi.

tasteee way much better than other.

it melts in ur mouth.

NICE!!!!

hot pot.

nice creammm =)))

fishssss

can't wait to eat hisss ice cream.

give me this look

dessert for justin.

seafood bar.

picture of the day.

like it.

wish can be my profile picture. =(

don't like here

2011-11-02T03:49:00.001+08:00

since when, i dont dare to sleep.
i scare to close the light.
i dont want to sleep.
without computer, i'm all alone.

since when, my pc is my best mate.
everyday with it.
feel insecure and lost if i stay without it.

i start to be so useless.
i can't control myself from simply think.
i must have things to do to occupied me.
i like to have nap.
no need to close light, computer can be on.
its safer if i sleep this way.

i don't like here.
i don't like to stay here.
i want to go back.
go back my home.
i got nothing here.
i want dad n mum to protect me.
i don't want to stay any single second here.
pleaseee.
why my home so far from here.
i feel so lost here.
i dont like this place.
everyone got their home n things to do.
only i don't have.
where i belong to.
PENANG? KL?
or no where?
yeahhh. i think no where.
nobody likes me.
everything i do is wrong, always kena scold.
i can't think straight.
i hurt everyone.
i trouble everyone.
i don't want to be trouble maker.
i don't want stay alone.
i don't like myself/
i lack of attention.
i miss mummy.
i don't like here.
nobody can be here for me 24hours.
i know.
i understand. but i need.
but nobody can give me.
how? how? how?
soon, nobody will wan me.
trouble maker
i found i got psychology problem

MOF

2011-10-29T02:49:00.003+08:00

went sunway pyramid the week before.

with issabelle, jer and justin.

had dinner at MOF

Japanese Cafe, Sweet & Coffee

jer ask me where i steal this card when i pay with credit card....

cheyyyy, its with my name kay? =(

had a great time with time.

sooo much shopping with justin.

Rm 2 Brononza

2011-10-19T23:32:00.004+08:00

sushi king festival is here!

sushi king RM2 Brononza.

this is something that i must go.

never missed.

hahaha...

proud to say that, since f4....

edd wanted to take more...

but he has to control himself.

see how disappointed his face is when he can't get all.

this is the first clearance of us. hahaha

get so excited when see all the plates so tall.

total : 41 plates.

COOL RIGHT?

but actually isnt that much.

i can actually eat more.

too bad he isn't here.

wish to go with you.

sticky candy

2011-10-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

first time buy sticky candy.

got it from pavilion.

the shop is more classy than 1u.

and its more variety.

sticky candy taste nice.

it is the prefect idea for gift.

u can see the words clearly in the candy.

can i have my own name in?

it taste awesome.

hope it brings cheers to the one who is eating now.

HOME

2011-10-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

if i never had left home,
i would never have known that how important HOME in my heart.
at first cry non-stop.
after that when i have more n more friends, i much more better
but now, the feeling back again.
even justin is in kl with me.

every time see how his mum prepare everything for him,
i get jealous. i also want mum's home cook food.
every time i think about food,
i miss home, food in my home town.
every time i go to do grocery shopping,
i miss my mum who let me buy everything.
every time everyone go back home for dinner,
i need to eat outside or cook myself.
every time my mum tell me how busy her company is,
i can't do anything, can't even cook her a noodle.
every time go back to my room,
feel so strange, this is not mine. just a rent room which still sharing.
every time heard cousins talk about what happen @ home,
it is just them, and my mum is with them.
every time want to hang out,
PUBLIC TRANSPORT is the only way.
jam, waiting, long Q.
every time think about go home,
need to have long hour ride again.
by bus, sit cab to the super mess bus station.
and need to suffer 4hours ride with strangers around.
by flight, expensive fare yet need to go the very far airport with heavy luggage alone.
why the distance from me to home is always so far.

how long i didnt sleep on my own bed dy.
how long i didnt watch tv dy.
how long i didnt cook food with a proper kitchen dy.
how long i didnt go back home dy.

how useless am i when my mum sick and i don't know,
even i call back and i can do nothing.
listen to her tel me how suffer she is,
but i'm hundred miles away from her.
sorry being an useless daughter.

sometimes i just hate kl.
but this is what i had chosen.
i cant just leave like this.
and everything here.
someone i love is here,
how could i leave this place?
i know this place is amazing, but still, not my home.

there is someone here make me feel so touch every single day.
this is someone i cant leave, i just love him too much.
but he is so far from my home,
how to let him and my home connect?

dear god, please teach me what to do.
tears drop non-stop over this.

friends

2011-10-14T18:27:00.003+08:00

sometimes i just want to be ~~alone.~~
no friends.
i hate to being forget.
i hate to being left out.

since i can't take it.
i choose to stay with myself.
this is the best way to protect myself.
and sometimes,
friends are just so FAKE.
they will remember you when they need something from you.
but when no, WHO ARE YOU?!

and maybe, i just so not important to you.
of cause i understand there is someone more important to you.
all i can do is treat you guys good.

assignment day

2011-10-14T18:21:00.004+08:00

have a econ presentation meeting just now.

this is our lunch.

family bucket of KFC

and coslaw la mash potato

justin is reading his lecture when doing assignment.

love

joshua using my laptop to do stuff.

kimberly editing slides.

why everyone doing work?

but where the pictures came from?

the only girl who not doing work but sitting on the table n take pictures.

spec day

2011-10-14T18:19:00.002+08:00

goshhh.

this is the 1st time i wear spec to college.

it was last monday.

i accidentally wash my lens with a wrong saline.

make my eyes so itchy and uncomfortable.

have to wear spec.

no choice.

new dress

2011-10-14T18:17:00.001+08:00

bought this dress with aunty.

hmm....

guess how much?

the original price : RM109

the price i paid : RM35

so happy.

have a new dress.

but not wearing this for prom.

pasta zanmai

2011-10-14T18:15:00.005+08:00

went to pastazanmai after the presentation meeting.

she is the only one who let me take picture.

chopstickss

like their logo.

sok.

abbby.

my super nice softshell crab pasta.

it taste like heaven .

who wants to treat me again?

i never say no.

andrea's chicken teriyakki pizza.

this is amazing!

again pasta.

see what she did to the egg yolk?

this is one of my favourite restaurant in kl.

i just love the sesame sauce.

lovee italian n japanese food fusion.

LOVEEEE

sushi zanmai

2011-10-11T19:32:00.002+08:00

first time went to sushizanmai,

the sushi was SO NICE

but SO EXPENSIVE

here is picturesss with sushi.

catch ur saliva =P

this is my favourite!

went shoppingggg.

aunty annie buy for friends.

and tempura n noodle sauce,

this thing is just SO NICE!!!!

if u ever saw this in super market,

just buy, dont think.

bought mask from sasa.

one of the promotion item.

hope its works.

my new slipper

2011-10-11T19:32:00.001+08:00

just brought this back from penang.

aunty bought us this slipper.

soo cute right?

grapes there.

vivo

2011-10-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

few weeks ago,

went tropicana city mall with andrea after the cts quiz 1.

had our dinner at this nice place

VIVO.

this drink.

something do with apple

when u drink, you can feel all apple.

this is mushroom cheeder sauce pasta.

taste so nice.

TUTTI FRUITI for dessert!!!!

mine is the left one.

I LOVE YOU.

mid term

2011-10-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

mid-term coming soon!

less than one week time.

but there is still a lot pending course work which barriers for me to STUDY

- ECONS presentation

- ECONS quiz

- english TERM PAPER

from here, we can see that econs teacher sucksss. !!!

wishhh i can studyy WELLL.

and DO WELL!!!

focus when i'm study.

now thinking the plan after mid-term.

go back or not to go back?

suddenly i feel that i miss HOME.

can i?

but i HATE the journey back.

i SOOOO HATEEE the distance between me and home.

this is so far.

and i GOT MY STUPID TERM PAPER!!!!

need to finish it by in one week time.

goshhh.
HOWWW?

awwww....

is this picture true?

i think the ice cream refers to the mid-term break.

but why we don't have holiday after exammm?

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE FOR YOUR EXAM

prom

2011-10-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

(ignore the 'a night to die for')

prommm....

to be honest, this gonna be my first prom ever.

no prom for high school senior year.

but we had something good too.

first year of college,

i'm going to a prom with my friends.

and someone special to meee =)))

this is a day for guys n girls to dress themselves to the PARTAYYY!!!

and my department prom is held @

11.11.11

is a meaningful night.

hope i can enjoy that night.

seems too early to say that.

everyone is looking for her prom dress.

thankss to my dear friendss,

i have my dress dy.

but this still can't stop me from shop for dresses.

but i need to nice n super high high heels,

and some Accessories!!!

SHOPPING!!!!
who wants to shop with meee?!

mind my words

2011-10-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

i realised something,

in every conversation of me with my friends,

i manage to bring justin into it.

i dont know why, just something come so naturally.

hmmmmm............

maybe i stick with him too much dy.

haizzzz, gonna mind my words when i talk.

or else will annoy my friends.

sorry if you feel annoy,

or maybe my reaction really annoy you.